P.S.I love you :)

My previous post was about a real bad mood swing.

I am out of it now. 

Yaay! *enjoys the relieved smiles of friends* :P :D

It was all thanks to that one person, who stood with me

throughout the roller coaster ride of Life.

Held me tight, even when I pushed you away saying I needed to be alone.

Listened to all the shit I talk during mood swings.

Even though we fight, taunt, cry, 

don't talk for hours on the phone, or barely text, now.

I know you will be there.
Always.

You're awesome. Totally.

P.S. This post is dedicated to you. You mean the world to me, though I rarely say it.

I love you for who you are, 

Never-mind the taunts. :P

and right now you're mine. :)

Not another mood swing

I am writing here because i'm feeling low.

I can't always be happy OK? I can act happy.

When you are left alone, chances that your friends who always said that they'll be there, won't. . .

People who I thought were my best friends, seem miles away.. 

Like the cars I stare at from the terrace.

Just wish I had a big eraser, which would erase out the bad memories. I really need one right now. :):

There are days of frustration 

when I say stuff to people close to me, and I don't always mean it. But sometimes, 

I do .

And then I call it a mood swing and shove it off.

Expectations are a bad thing.

Never expect even from your bestest people.

Surprises are good. :)

P.S.I love making people smile :)


Only if they realize I need the same too, on some days. :):


P.P.S.: No friends were harmed while writing this note.