Can't let it go. . .

..__Long silence..

"Umm. .  Okay then, bye! :)"

"Yeah, will text you, bye, take care! :)"

Click.

Call duration: 8 mins.

Tears welled up in her eyes.

She opened one of the many audio files and plugged in her earphones.

She drifted off to sleep an hour later,

 their conversations always made her happy.

It had all changed, nothing could be done. . .

P.S.I love you :)

My previous post was about a real bad mood swing.

I am out of it now. 

Yaay! *enjoys the relieved smiles of friends* :P :D

It was all thanks to that one person, who stood with me

throughout the roller coaster ride of Life.

Held me tight, even when I pushed you away saying I needed to be alone.

Listened to all the shit I talk during mood swings.

Even though we fight, taunt, cry, 

don't talk for hours on the phone, or barely text, now.

I know you will be there.
Always.

You're awesome. Totally.

P.S. This post is dedicated to you. You mean the world to me, though I rarely say it.

I love you for who you are, 

Never-mind the taunts. :P

and right now you're mine. :)

Not another mood swing

I am writing here because i'm feeling low.

I can't always be happy OK? I can act happy.

When you are left alone, chances that your friends who always said that they'll be there, won't. . .

People who I thought were my best friends, seem miles away.. 

Like the cars I stare at from the terrace.

Just wish I had a big eraser, which would erase out the bad memories. I really need one right now. :):

There are days of frustration 

when I say stuff to people close to me, and I don't always mean it. But sometimes, 

I do .

And then I call it a mood swing and shove it off.

Expectations are a bad thing.

Never expect even from your bestest people.

Surprises are good. :)

P.S.I love making people smile :)


Only if they realize I need the same too, on some days. :):


P.P.S.: No friends were harmed while writing this note.